The crisp air felt nice. The silence gave me peace, but that peace was short lived once I heard his voice...

"Oh my lovely (y/n)-chan, where are you?" his voice sounded through the room. I took deep breaths, and put on my best smile then replied to him,

"I'm on the balcony, sweetheart." and I heard footsteps.

"Is something wrong? Isn't the AC cold enough?" he asked while coming towards me, I looked up at him and put my hands in my lap, 

"It is, but I think it over heated, so I came outside." I explained, he nodded then I yawned.

"Are you tired?" he asked as he bent down to my eye-level. I nodded, since 'lying' to him, wasn't the best way to go. He nodded then went behind me, and pushed me into the house. It broke me when Shinra said I wouldn't be able to walk again... I never wept so much in my life....but this all wouldn't of happened, if he had just left me alone....it hurt to know not only I couldn't walk, but I couldn't escape him...

~0o0o~

It was still a job, getting the names of all the people Tom lent money too. Shizuo did the heavy lifting, I just supplied the work. Typing a new list for the day wasn't so bad, since the idiots really thought they could get away from it. Sighing loudly, I continued for another 20 minutes. Getting up, I gathered my belongings and put them in my backpack. The university library was a bit too crowded for a monday afternoon, but its college, so I stopped asking questions. The day went by like usual, nothing too terrible happened. Walking around Ikebukuro in the day time was safe enough, but still, there were people who thought it would be a good idea, to rob me.

"Give me your money lady!" he yelled, and I frowned while looking him up and down, he was on toms list of people who owed him money.

"Sorry, I only carry around cards. And If i were you, I'd think of some ways to pay back Tom that doesn't involve other people." I explained, the looked of surprise was on his face when I said Toms name, but it was replaced with anger. 

"Bitch, know your place!" he yelled, and lunged at me, but stopped, he then fell and I could see a knife in his neck. 

"Well if it isn't (y/n)-chan." a voice all too familiar said to me, I sighed and looked up, low and behold, Izaya was there.

"Well I don't like owing people, particularly you, favors. So what do you want in return?" I said to him, he went over to the guy and took out the knife, cleaned it, then went by me.

"I want you. All of you." he whispered in my ear, I smacked his arm and snorted.

"Yeah right, be serious Izaya or else  you could of just let me be mugged, not that it was possible anyways." I stated, he frowned a bit and sighed,

"I can't win with you, but, how about a date, tomorrow. And wear that cute blue dress, the one that goes to your knees." he stated while walking away.

"Jerk! Where do I even meet you?" I exclaimed,

"I'll pick you up my dear (y/n)-chan." he replied and turned the corner, sighing once more I took out my cell phone and texted Shizuo about the guy; I'm sure tom will have a field day.

The night came and went. The only strange thing that happened was getting roses, but that was about it. After waking up, I started my morning routine. I got the dress out, since Izaya would say something rude if I didn't wear it. I'm surprised he actually remembered this one, I rarely wore it. The hours passed, and soon the door bell rang. I grabbed a sweater, my purse and opened the door, Izaya was on the other side, with a smirk.

"Don't you look lovely (y/n)-chan." he said and took my hand.

"I haven't put on my shoes yet." I commented and frowned. He stopped and let go, I then put on my shoes.

"Lets go already." I said and walked from him, once the door locked.

The date wasn't as bad as I thought it would be, besides him taunting Shizuo. It was weird, the rest of the date....


"Hm, I never knew this place existed." I commented, while we waited for our food.

"Only the best for you, my dear (y/n)-chan." he said, and he looked me in the eye. The look in his eyes made me uneasy.

"I said before, I want only all of you, (y/n)..." he said in a serious tone. I gripped my cup as I sipped my drink. The rest of the night, I was uneasy. If only I'd known what would happen later, I would of just ignored him...



I ran quickly. My heartbeat in my ears was frantic. My only instinct was to get away from them. Hearing sadistic laughter made me go faster, all because I 'lied' to Izaya. He had convinced himself that I liked him, to the brink of insanity, but he had long passed that point. Ducking into an alley way, I caught my breath. I never been so scared of someone before. Izaya started taking out people that were important to me. But most of them fought their way out of death, and helped me as best as they could. That's when I decided to run. 

"There she is!" a voice said, I snapped out of it and looked, tall guys ran toward me, I ran out of the alley and kept going. And just like that, I was at a dead end, but there was a door. I ran inside and went to the top floor.

Making it to the roof, I had come to terms with it. My end. Soon the door was kicked open, I looked back, and thugs were smirking. The look in their eyes, were none of the innocent. I stood up on the ledge. By the look of one of them, I guessed he was the leader.

"Don't let her jump! Or else we won't get the money!" he yelled, and the others inched to me. I glanced down, it was quite the drop. Contemplating my death, I smiled at them and jumped off. I wasn't going to be Izaya's possession, not now, not ever.

I was numb, even before the car ran me over. The remaining time was a blur. I thought I died...


"Ah, (y/n)-chan. We thought you were a goner." Shinra smiled at me, my eyes widened. I attempted to get up.

"Now now, don't rush yourself. You'll get better, but there's something you have to know. I know you'd want to know soon, but, your legs...when the car ran you over, it damaged them beyond repair. I'm really sorry (y/n)-chan, but you won't be able to walk anymore..." he said to me with a blank face, the realization hit me.

I wouldn't be able to get away from him, after all I did to evade him. I couldn't help it. The tears flowed endlessly, and my sobs were infinite. Celty had never seen someone so heartbroken before, even I could tell, without her head, she was crying for me, when I could no longer cry myself.

~0o0o0~

I opened my eyes, the sun had long set. I heard pots and pans clattering.

"I-izaya?" I questioned, and then I heard hurried feet. The door soon opened, and Izaya was there, looking concerned.

"Are you alright, (y/n)-chan?" he asked while walking to the bed, I sat up and nodded,

"Yeah, I'm just hungry." I stated, he smiled and lifted me up, then went to the kitchen. 

This was a psychotic love. One I wouldn't return, even I wanted to. He wasn't Izaya anymore, he was a stranger....

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